Today...

...I get to go to a concert (Evanescence, Korn) with a friend of mine from church named Josh. Which is exciting, And I got bored waiting for him to come, so I decided to post an entry.

Awesome, huh?

I leave tomorrow for school. Not sure how I feel about that, kinda nervous and happy at the same time. *shrug* I mean, I want to see my OU friends again and definitely hit up the GLBTF meetings, but at the same time, it feels like summer lasted about a week. Could sure go for some more of that, and not having to worry about Thermo and Statics and Physics with the horrible prof they weren't supposed to make us have but then it changed.

Hopefully, someone in GLBTF will go to one of the Norman UU churches and be able to take me, since I'm gonna miss my church and need a new one. And this is where not having a car is annoying.

And hopefully I can maybe make more sense out of what I'm feeling, gender-wise, while I'm at it. I mean, I just added SpikeyAnnie's post (here: http://spikeyannie.livejournal.com/508244.html) to my Memories because, well... it seems like somewhere I might end up somewhere along the line. Definitely not sure I want to go all the way FTM, but at the same time, I feel like I'm not allowed (by society) to be genderqueer, and I don't feel right where I am currently. And yet, sometimes it's okay. So wtf? I don't know anymore. I just need to talk to somebody, and hopefully I'll be able to do that once I get to Oklahoma. 

And now, I should end this, since Josh'll be here soon.